As the other children started to come along, Jim and I started spending less and less time with them. Glenn’s brother Greg and sister Janet had started their families and we just didn’t seem to fit anymore. Our kids were grown and we were a long way away from being around babies and learned that we had less tolerance than we did when we were younger. So our visits became rare until we were no longer visiting anymore. They were all in a different place than Jim and I. All the same age group and had so much more to share with each other than we now did. This is one of my biggest regrets. I should have continued as I had over the years, but I didn’t. It took losing Rose forever to make me realize this. But I never stopped loving her and I’ll never forgive myself for the time I lost being with her. I can’t go back and change things now. But I can make better choices in the future. For now, I have lots and lots of memories tucked away to see me through.